The words I've never said23/03/2009 20:07 | SyhnNow it seems like eons, the day that we first met You were young, beautiful, charming and full of wit Yet so silent and insecure I couldn't tell if you were easy for me or I was the one challenged with loneliness The jerk I was, never valued what I've had Slowly sinking in the bonds of my ever decomposing mind I've took your words for silence And your embrace for granted As a matter of a fact, I doubt I changed my ways ever since Denying ourselves, we killed us, leaving doors unopened, mouths woven shut,torn minds and crushed bodies all behind in desperation for a new beginning These are the words I've never said These are the things I've never did These are the sleepless nights and restless days These are the undying thoughts of you These are the broken glasses, cigarette butts and used syringes, all spread to a grand feast in your honor This is your dancing silhouette in my dreams, The katatonic pleasure haunting me in my wake This is your decayed smile These are the trembling hands of god in the moment of my creation This is my wondering mind This is you getting undressed, as if for me, once again This is my remorseful amnesia These are your razor blade tears, deep within my flesh These are the years passed The months, weeks, days, hours, second, moments it took me to realize Without you I'm nothing |