Splinters18/06/2010 03:13 | SyhnWish I were blind And weren't blinded by your enigmatic beauty I wouldn't care at all if I were blind Wish I were deaf Eternally unable just to hear you laughing Forever repent from the echo of your cry Wish I were deaf And to the end of time enshrined in silence And smiling like a fucking retard untill then If I were deaf I would not break the glasses I would not gather splinters as they break If I were deaf I would not wish i'd listened I wouldn't care at all if I were deaf Wish I were mute And couldn't sound a whisper And couldnt breath a word about my loss Wish I were mute And wouldn't say a word, knowing you wouldn't listen Embracing silence as my one and only friend If I were mute I would write down every sentence I would have treasured every sigh If I were mute I would have never questioned all that happened I would not care at all if I were mute Wish I were deaf, and mute, and blind and amputated Severed to pieces much too small for anyone to recognize Wish I were far away, undressed, asleep, intoxicated And would not give a damn about the shards of glass inside my arms Wish I were cold and numb and lonley Fed up with my disdain and your disgrace If I were dead, i'd wish that we had never happened, I would not care at all if I were dead. |