Lost you

Did you even loved at all, or was it just an illusion?

First came doubt into my heart, then confusion

Was it all a big lie?

Did it hurt you when you said goodbye?

I sit and wonder where was I?

When your love just ended, without a cry

Have I even fallen in love, or was it only a dream?

she keeps chasing my mind, makes me want to scream.

But sure I know, it was for real

Because the pain in my heart, refuses to heal.

I don’t know when I lost you

It won’t matter if I knew

It hearts so much that you don’t want me

But fuck it, fuck you!

I know I’ll make it through

When you where here, I heard the sound

Of hart and soul, a love was found

And now it’s quiet dark and blue

Your voice is gone, the love gone to

And now it ends, I walk away

From all the pain, a happy man I stay

My heart will heel, I know it now

Just wonder when, and also how