Skinny Dipping

“Remember the second time I went skinny dipping in your soul?” You were so scared, you said “damn i can feel it, i can feel the hole”

And I was like “yeah i can too, but I’m not scared, i have been there before.. its not my first time baby, i can even take you on a tour, but you need to be sure...”

“Sure of what? I’m coming with you! you don’t even know what monsters can come out and eat you” “Well honey, They don’t know me either, i got this talent and some demons myself, darkness is my ally, my friend, i'm no longer afraid”

You stared at me all in silence..

so i added “i just love mysteries and I’ve been waiting to get naked in someone’s soul, swim around, discover more.. you know”

You shook your head and said “but why? You dont really know me, why will you agree to swim against my tides and risk drowning? That’s insane!” for a moment, i felt like giving up on you but then i realized - only crazy recognizes crazy, so i told you “here’s the deal, we don’t have a lot of time, i can tell you my story when we finish but you got to let me in deeper, you got to help me break these walls”

It was a cold afternoon, i wore like 5 tops and 2 pants, you know how i am.. but i can never forget the first moments inside you..

It felt like hell! i was soaked up to my neck, i was blind for the first 5 minutes and i swear i could not move a thing, the air was filled with steam of decay and I’m pretty sure that was the smell of my own existence melting into your bubbling waters.

So yeah.. i think that was the first time i fainted that day.

Next thing i know is i woke up naked on a shore in Thailand half blinded, this time by a sunbeam hitting my left eye, soon as i looked away , there you were, with all your belongings, i mean all of it, everything you have ever owned, standing on a beach in Thailand while you’re begging me to put some clothes on like your life depended on it and your hands are busy trying to cover me with huge leaves you picked off the palm trees, and let me tell you - i totally freaked out. I remember you, you were different than usual, you seemed smaller and more nervous, it was you but another version I've never met before.

You grabbed my arms and held me down to the sand until i got my act together, you looked at me with the most serious expression i have yet to see on your face and you asked “who are you? What do you want from me?”